Sunday, November 16, 2008

and there it was

My AIM appeared on Saturday night during an amazing gig with Michael Stillwater. My aim appeared once during my second burning man, but I didn't recognize it formally. Now I have. My aim is to heal with music.
Now it all is much simpler. Most likely easier as well.
My aim is to heal with music.
My current means of focus for presenting this work is providing healing soundscapes for yoga practice.


So much clarity lately. So many gifts of opportunity to spread the gifts I have received and worked for. So much gratitude.
As I approach this next step of the journey I am filled with openness and space. May you fill my heart with your abundant love and bless me with further awareness of the unity of all.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

shema yisrael, adonai elohaynu adonai echad

God, I Am. Hear, her, here for you. You have given me vision. You are vision. You are all. I know no experience is as great as knowing you. I give it all to you. I give it all to be with you. Divine Mother, you give and give and give without wanting anything for yourself except our happiness. I see it. I understand it. I prey to experience it. live in it. I know you are here, but I forget. I prey that you keep my ears open to your voice. I prey that my voice is that of yours.
You are constantly calling my attention back to you. You are so amazing in every form. I prey to embrace just a spark of your love to heal with.

Monday, July 7, 2008

listen

my experience with the grandmother plant told me that sometimes you need to take your medicine. All difficult experiences are versions of taking medicine. The malady is our disconnect with God. Every hard experience is there so that we can be brought back into unity. I took my medicine like a baby recently. But I cried loud enough to receive a blessing. The medicine tasted sweeter than honey. With every moment, I fall further into your arms. You are All. I Am You. I Am All. But sometimes, i forget who I Am. With the deepest sense of gratitude, thank you for reminding me who I Am.
From a song being birthed through me:
"Sometimes my fear, supersedes my faith. And I'm lost without your light in my heart.
You never leave, even though I may stray. You are love, personified.
You are the One. You are the One I see everywhere. You are the One. You are the One"

Monday, June 16, 2008

pants from God

in repose, allowing. I open my heart to your vibration. Love flows through me. My voice is Your voice. My song is your Name.

As the sun sets, i get a glimpse of You. You are All. The bird flies over and it's You. I Know it is. You have allowed my tears of gratitude to flow. They flow for You.
As my heart opens and surrenders to Your Will, I Am.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

anandanadnana ma

Ananda Nada Ma
blissful mother of sound.
To wake up to the alarm clock chimes of the divine order of the universe is the only gift I need. To express your voice is my wish. To heal and raise frequency is my aim.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

shift

beginning a new beginning every infinite slice of spacetime. as the heart center resonates with the love frequency, the mind steadies and directs attention towards the mother GOD.
as i fall into your arms, I AM